A ray of sunshine

Life is filled with good and bad things. That’s a given! You can’t have one without the other. Everything still is crazy over here with the baptism coming sooner than I would like it, but that’s that.

As much as I hate it, I cleaned the house and did laundry which is now sitting in a big pile on the unused side of my bed. Maybe if I just stare at them long enough they might fold themselves….maybe….a girl can only hope…and…maybe…fold the damn laundry.

Remember the guy I talked about? We started talking again. At first through email, then we moved to the phone and then skype. It was hard and, on my end, some crying (not like I haven’t been doing that for the past 2 days lol), but it was good and we’re good now whatever that means. We’ll take it day by day and just see where it goes and how it goes. But yes, I feel much better because I really did miss him. When you really miss someone, the feeling is choking, like you’re trying to swallow a hole apple. It’s even harder when you know that you’re the one who pushed them away. There’s only so much a person can handle. Paying the price is all I can do right now…

Anyway, let’s see, what else is going on…There is one event I have to perform in which I totally forgot about. I know – very professional of me – but I’ll figure it out and pull it off. Somehow, I managed to stick to this blog-ing thing. Seem to be as consistent as I set out to be when I started it.

My life’s pretty good now. Just another day…

Ohhhh if you ever want to eat something that will cause and instant orgasm in your mouth try this: melt half a pack of butter in a pan or something, add a table spoon of flour, 1 cup of milk, cheese for days, mix it all up until the cheese melts, add chilly or just plain salt and pepper and voila – cream cheese so good it will make your tongue dance lambada – fucking yummmm. I usually eat it with bread or toast, but it’s just like black – it goes with everything!


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